hihi..welcome to my blog

15=++

2008-07-23T04:12:00.000-07:00

lol
so randam la
this few days
everythings all right le
i guess
but i think something is going to happen soon
like real soon
that is going too affect our friendship
my feelings la
class test
haiz
maths haiz
lit ok
sci die
haven yake yet
but...
haha

maths is quite intresting
if i am phrasing it correctly
M:{ x:x ia huh }
haha
lol
myahahha
i going crazy le
sytop me
ahhhhhh
haha
:}

sorry

2008-07-18T20:32:00.001-07:00

sorry sorry
i guess at that time all i thought of was how i felt
i should have trusted you
and stand up for you
all i can keep saying is sorry
coz i met you feel soo dissapointed
i know it is all explained
but the scar will still be there
i really hope that we can be like in the past
make the scar feel smaller
i really want to be able to hug and talk to you like in the past
i love you :]

**it is a girl i am talking about
i guess only some of you know who it is ...

private that is probably the best

2008-07-11T21:33:00.001-07:00

i have been thinking alot
yes alot
maybe i am really like what those ppl said
maybe
i guess soo
i will be gone for a moment ba
or even forever
i cannot stand this anymore
and i have had enough
fighting back
spam all you like le
i dont care le
i dont want to care
and no energy to care le
just one thing
put your name down la
soo i know who are you
and i wont be good to the wrong ppl
oh well
i guess you are not that kind
my 150th post
and probably my last one
for a long long long time ...
bye...

private that is probably the best

2008-07-11T21:33:00.000-07:00

un-loved

2008-07-11T03:35:00.000-07:00

rawr
tired le la
dance sing dance sing
very tired
but enjoying it
totally

i dont know why did you say those words
when we were dancing inside
i treated you like...
more then a friend
but you have to say those hurtful words
if my seniors had not tell me
i wont have known
that, that was how u treated me
sad-ed
i think it is you
[from wat my senior described]
but i don hope it is you
if it is you
i am just disappointed and sad

lalalal
today got caught j walking
:p
rawr la
super duper suaii la

fell soo sad
depressed
i dont know how in a week
i can have soo many feelings
from happy
love-ed
ok
un-loved
hurt
sad
vexed
i really don like this feeling
it hurts
alot
alot
alot
i cannot put it down

too cool

2008-07-06T22:26:00.000-07:00

HELLO
its youth day
yay
i am soo excited
yea
haha
i wan go out
but apparently no one want
or at least nobody ask me go out
rawr
haha
not funny
but i am still laughing
i am just craping
i am in love with dancing
really
serious
dance is my life la
no dance
no life
haahaa
i still want learn hip hop
any recommendations?\
where to learn
contact me at ********
hahaha
:}{:

fcuk

2008-07-04T07:12:00.000-07:00

i am tired
muhahaha
i realise i am becoming very black
tan ...
and random
haha

i feel like dancing like there is no tomorow
...
haha
familiar huh
hehee
i am going to have my 2nd most embarrassing moment soon
yay
i am soo excited
actually i really am
ok done
last ...
vanessa want to learn hip hop
haha

hahahaaaaaaaaaaaa

2008-06-30T04:21:00.001-07:00

ya
to say something bout the performance
bboy and ballerina rock la
they super good
the bboy the skills good
the robot dance was nice
the ballet okay
but over all
NICE
if u ask me to pay another
55 dollars to watch it agn i would say okay :}
super cool la
love them
it was also funny and scary
yepyep
ask me for more info
haha
third post today le ...
haha

tired

2008-06-30T04:14:00.000-07:00

i very tired
stressed
i don want to continue with this

shush

2008-06-30T04:06:00.000-07:00

LOL
the {someone} in the previous post is not you la...
it is her
if u understand ]
ya
serious la
i really forgotten that you guys had tuition la
i wanted to say sorry
thats why after i stopped at my stop
i went to find you la
but when i went...
it looked like you did not need me after all
the feeling of being PS
well i get that too
dont i
during recess
who would you leave for
well maybe you didnt notice
its her
well i did
coz i am left behind
;[
we should all really talk
well its not for me to decide now
..............

fuck

2008-06-26T07:14:00.000-07:00

vanessa is sad
and needs someone to talk to
or some one to lend her their shoulder
to cry on

i hate this

2008-06-26T07:02:00.000-07:00

wtf
i hate this la
like how can you do this to me
you promise me to go watch the show with me la
not just buy the ticket
and push some one else to go
wth
i was already feeling soo sad this few days la
thought can watch a good show with you
but this is how u treat me
thanks la hor
i really hate this la
you keep saying you got work
some fare well party you planned
soo u saying your work
more important than your pathetic daughter la
wow
i am impressed
have u ever thought of how i feel
well this is the first time i really hope you read my blog
like as if i dono u already do
fuck
i hate this
well
i was still soo happily saying i was going to watch a show
with my own MOTHER
and it matters not only coz it is a good show
but that going with you makes me even happier
i thought things will be soo good for me
well i guess i am wrong again
god hates me
so does everybody else including u
well i hate this
i repeat
i hate this
well i want to say
i hate you
but i cant
coz u r suppossed to be my mum
thanks

mushhahaha

2008-06-26T05:42:00.000-07:00

haiz
i feel soo troubled
coz of moc
no ex moc

then like me ivy jas want to quit moc
then ya alot of things happened
so fustrated la
haha

to you
please la
stop being such a ~~bustard~~
don hurt anymore girls la
do u know that she is very sad
coz of u
i know u are also feeling very terrible
but still
i dono la

to someone else
i don care if u are reading this
ya
thanks la hor
for ignoring me
i don really care le
try to talk to u
u dao me
like even before all this
u also keep not with us la
soo like a bit no diff to u rite
this sucks

i really hate myself

a step back

2008-06-25T04:48:00.000-07:00

kinda low la
soo don feel like saying much
ppl who don like me can very well get out of my blog
don dirty my blog
just shut up
i don seem as stong as you think i am
i cannot take this
anymore

this is a road many ppl have to take
when more than 2 collide
things will happen
i thing i just choose to take a step back
although it will hurt
but ...
ya
thanks
and bye

lol

2008-06-19T17:42:00.000-07:00

tired
want to sleep
really
got woken up to send e-mails
omg
haha
ok la
thanks everybody who wished me happybirthday
you are loved
:]
ppl who tag
send msg
giv presents
or friendster comment
all love-ed
:]
heehee
today suppossed to go out wif mummy+++
but too tired le
soo don want
haha
soo bad hor

i very happy
coz next friday going watch performance
with my mother
the group from korea one
the ballet and street dance combine one
hahaha
my mother bought seats not in the circle line
which is good
better view
but more expensive ... hahaha
my birthday present from her ma...
i love her :]
haha

it's my birthday:]

2008-06-16T17:57:00.000-07:00

it is my birthday already
:]
super duper happy
yay
i realised how happy is it to recieve blessings
it shows that there are people who care:]
birthdays are not just about present anymore
it is more than that :]
yaya :]
okay now i must thank people
who gave me blessings
msges are according to my hp clock

before my birthday :]
DESMOND-MSN
and said that my present school re-open then give me .. gagah
he msged me too :]

darius koh-msn

tiffany-tag

evelyn-tag

yan ting-tag

huining-tag

celine-msn

qimin-msn

zong sheng-msged me 3 days before

yong yi-msn

jamie-msged me 3 messages and is currently sick

xiang sheng- called me and said happy birthday in advance coz he scare he forget

cassandra[laopo] - msged me 15 mins in advance and sang me a birthday song
which made my house glass break
what a nice present :]

mich- who according to my hp 23:59
is 1 minute early :] nvm thanks :]

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
on the special day:]

felicia[darling]- she was right on time :] 00:00 omg
i love her lots lots :]

li xuan[honey]- who was a minute late 00:01
i love her as much la :] she done soo much for me :}

zong sheng- msg 9 msg ... lol 00:01+00:02
and ya you are not the first haha

peiyi[meimei]-she sang me a birthday song :} 00:03
and said that i am old haha

dion[2b/1b]-ya it is dion 00:15
i was shocked la ... he remember my birthday !!
super duper happy :] he was the only one from 2b who msged me

yong yi-wished me happy birthday at 00:27
and said goodnight to me :]02:26

chunfeng[daddy]-wished me happybirthday 01:01
asked me to be more sensible and more filial LOL

desmond[best senior]- msged at 05:53
he wished me happy birthday

john[1H]- he wished me happy birthday :] 08:24

mich- tag me :]

zan wei-msn

yvon[aunty]-msged me :] 09:33

mum-called me :]

cassandra- msn me :]

FRIENDSTER
joyce :]
pris-who commented one my biscuit :]
wenzi - thanks senior
zixiang- who omg :]

thankyou to all :]
without you my birthday wont be my birthday le
haha
:]

i am 14 le don play play :]
one more year and i am 15
does that make a diff?
anyway
happy birthday to me :]

muakz

2008-06-16T04:10:00.001-07:00

counting down
a few more hours to my birthday
i want my blessings
and presents too kay
i love you guys
heehee
i just baked a batch of cookies
dam nice
decorated nicely
to me la
nice enough le
want see go my friendster la hor
then drop me a comment
saying happy birthday
:]
haha
buaiis

fun fun fun

2008-06-14T05:59:00.000-07:00

i am kinda sad
that the cip hour thing ended soo fast
i still want do la
heehee
crazy le
tomorow go see rasin's ddrama performance
haha
its 3 days to my birthday
i want my present
fast
:]

to passerby:
wow thanks hor
why dont you just write down yourname
or do u have one?

fast

2008-06-12T19:22:00.000-07:00

fast post
4 more days to my birthday
where is my present ><
heehee

133

2008-06-09T19:02:00.000-07:00

yesterday was the celebration
the cake was very nice
just a bit too sweet
heehee
:]
gahgah
the atmosphere was weird
not very happy i guess
but in the end still okay la
haiz

sometimes i don really get you
you were the one who told me
you did not want to have the meeting
coz don want to spoil mood
then you suddenly said you wanted to have it
...
><
then really if want have meeting
then must say everything out mah
you don say then what's the point of us saying
you say you gonna control yourself and forget
then wats the point of the meeting
i really dont get it ler

132

2008-06-08T19:19:00.000-07:00

muhahaha
it is early...
and i am crazy
heehee
i abit tired now la
my hp sot le
cannot receive msg
haha
later the girls coming over my place
yep yep
the suprise will be revealed
i wont feel so out by then
heehee
i love them anyway
:]
looking forward _---
the rest of the day for this week is fully occupied
okay other then tomorrow
haha
project project projects
haiz
-.-
haha

131

2008-06-08T04:30:00.000-07:00

POST NUMBER 131
muhahaha
seem soo fast
i guess
heehee
i am bored
B-O-R-E-D
haha
yesterday went to do cip hour thing
packed goodie bags
altogether = 733
i think
soo cool la
then went to ivy 's house
had fun
duh
haha
:]
post later

wow

2008-06-06T04:08:00.000-07:00

it has been long since i blogged
heehee
lazy + no time ma
haha
i am like tired
yep
keep doing project la
no free time
><
haha
anyway
today i recieved
2 birthday presents
supposed
to be combined into one la
haha
from ...
moc la
they are the best la
they bought a bag and a winnie the pooh soft toy
sweet
my birthday is still 11 days away
they soo fast buy le
haha
and u
yes u
the one who is reading this
buy me a birthday present
if u have not bought me one
:]
give it to me
i can do meetups
just for the present
haha
lol
i am being lame
buy me a present !
kay?
presents are loved
LOVE-ED
i am being lame

11 more days!!

whanks desmond

2008-05-25T06:36:00.000-07:00

this post is dedicated to desmond best senior
thanks for telling me the right thing to do
thanks for comforting me
thanks
i guess i will do the right thing
when the time really comes
when i must do it
what you say is true
and i wont blame you
and wont get offended
i cried coz what u said is true
i cried
coz i cannot take it anymore
not only coz of that thing
but again everything
~~nvm~~
thanks seniior
i know u will be there for me
and i promise to do what u ask me to do
that one is forced to write one
end
okay
my smiles are no longer what it was
my laugh don mean what it used to mean
i might seem to be smiling to you
but behind the screen i am tear-ing
bleeding
soon i will dissapeare
very soon

holidays

2008-05-25T06:00:00.000-07:00

the HOLIDAYS are full full full
alot of hw
activities
and...
4 projects on hand
gonna die
actually thought can squeeze the projects into the first two weeks
then in the end cannot
due to group member's
cca
indivisual outings
blah blah blah
to say the truth i am going crazy le
to try and find a time where everybody can accomadate
and be happy about
it is super difficult
and .. i dono la
some more cca so fustrating
it is like we planour project days
soo that wont clash with cca
then you all last minute add cca days
then clash with our project days
then have to re arrange
have you all have a thought for us
i know add cca is for our good
but haiz
i give up
really going to break down soon
coz of everything
everything
i dono what am i fighting for
meaningless
means nothing now
nobody would notice
if i don exist anyway
:[
i broke down
and will continue to do so

i don make a difference i realised

sadsadsad.....

2008-05-25T05:53:00.000-07:00

hello
haha
very lazy to blog now adays
heehee
i bet everybody missed me
bhb
haha
sat was lixuan and farren's birthday
went to farrren's birthday party
lixuan came too
ok la
went late
coz of classes
missed games
but nvm
haha
like after awhile
me feli lx
went up one floor to sitsit
coz everyone else playing their own game
which was erm
confidential
so the three of us find our own entertainment
after that we wentto playground to play games like
blind mice
hopscotch
pepsicola
lame games
somemore 3 ppl play only
then cut cake
blah blah blah
then talk to ppl
go home
the whole thing was erm
yah
it did not really mattered if i wnet anot
i guess
haha

whatever

2008-05-22T04:17:00.000-07:00

HELLO
haha
dont you find that it is really hot recently
haha
i keep sleeping la
haha
coz very tired
yep
tired
haha

i am ready
to get said bout when moc meets
aiya nvm la
but i reaally have to say la
i really did not hear u say bye
i just *muakz* ivy
and left
coz like i tot u angry with me
then i wlk away la
i where got turn back
and giv u a so what look
i really nvr la
okay la u say i very hiong
ya i know is coz of that time
but actually i tot can one
coz everytime we play also got qiang one ma
sorry kay
the fault is with the both of us
nvm
wait for meeting

today got cross country
get 20th position
haha
can get better one
coz like i keep walking
haha

i don know why
but i am having a mixture of feeling
mood swing to be exact
nvm
i need big warm hugs
very tired
tired of life

haah

2008-05-20T02:26:00.000-07:00

die le
mye very lan
2 A1
4 B3
2 B4
1 C5
omg rite
i drop alot
>< 17 june
dont forget hor
i want present and blessings
more presents pls
u can pass to me at the end of the term[fri]
or ask me out to give me
your choice i just want lots of presents
or
all of you gather together buy me a big big present nintendo ds [pink]
omg
my dream present 30 over ppl gather buy
i dont care got one DS can le
i really craving for a ds la
so nice
so cute
so pretty
i am inlove with it
any kind soul would want to buy me one
i would thank him or her a million time
them also can
craving for a nintendo ds lite [pink ] now
i want one ><
haha
end here go play viwawa le

yohoooooooo

2008-05-18T07:41:00.000-07:00

HAHA
i am bored
its sunday
:]
boring dayy
yesterday perform-ed at scoch
or otherwise known as
SCO
haha
dam fun+FUNny
:}
heehee
i am lame
and i dono what to write
(R) rainbow(R)
save the szechuan ppl
i am buillding a rainbow over their head
make their lives better
but if u stop and think
wont it be more realistic
to give them money
for them to BUILD their house
haha irony
heehee
my rainbow goes over the ocean
my rainbow goes over the seas
my rainbow flys over the skies
my rainbow will go to szechuan ppl:]
it does not rhym
haha
nvm
i like it this way
serious we should consider giving money
that is if any of us is willing to part with their money
which is ahem
i want to buy new clothes
sorry szechuan ppl
u would have to wait till i have extra cash
that is after i set aside money for a rainy day
haha
jkjk
i realise my post is just soo random
i like it this way
:]

muahhaahha

2008-05-16T04:24:00.000-07:00

today is DUMB
i got a blister
for being helpful
to sweep the hall
it hurts like hell la
serious
the skin broke
haha
BROKE
folded many stars
for charity
one star = 20 cents leh
i soo good
haha
art got 72
first time got A for art
haha
this time quite hard lor
really
haha
my other results are really bad
the only A's are
-science [76]
-art[72]
B's
-maths[63]
-lit[66]
-eng total[62.5]
-history[67]
-dnt[64]
C's
-chi[55.5]
-geo[59] argh

haha it sucks i know
whatever
haha

after school got
AMAZING RACE
run like siao
won!!!
victory belongs to
felicia
li xuan
amanda low
fwah
:)

heehee

i love many ppl
too lazy to mention

haha

2008-05-13T04:38:00.000-07:00

in addition
i just remembered smth embarassing
i was doing duty
sec 4&5 file
wif li yun :]
then suddenly they ask us to hold the singapore flag
i was like huh
haha
so pai seh la
aiyo
haha
some more on stage leh
i dono look where
then look at floor
haha
then sing finish le me n li yun stil gong gong
don know need to fold the flag then come down
haha
dam funny la

end of mye

2008-05-13T04:22:00.000-07:00

it is the end
of MYE
yeah
today art
sainz
totally
it is like i draw until my hands super dirty la
hope can get better graded
i have no art talent
cannot blame me
><
after school
ivy feli lixuan came to my hse
we watch stomp the yard
& devil wears prada
had a fun time
we eat talk
and played fishing
whic in the end i won
2 bars of chocolate
from each of them
haha
yay
my lollipops too
:)
today is bascially fun
soo sad jas cannot come
i going to watch my taiwan drama
in love wif it
ivy's house is big
cool la
haha

i love my taiwan drama
i love the fact that exam is over
i love the moc
i love my gan daddy
i love my gan mummy whose name i dono[daddy dowan tell me]
i love my kor
i love my frewns
i love my juniors
i love ms wendy [junior]
i love you
yay

sadded

2008-05-09T06:54:00.000-07:00

:\
i am feeling ~~
nothing
haha
today after paper i guai guai go home
soo good la
haha
actually coz
i tot ivy staying in school
then jas go hougang mall
in the end ivy go lx home wif feli
watch movie ><
haha
then jas go vivo with her frewn
soo i am the loner
haha
nobody want me
><
haha
then use com watch tv
today sci paper quite easy la
dnt die
haha
i draw wrongly
haha

i love you my junior
ms wendy !!
the important ppl
haha
i love the moc
we will not seperate i hope
haha
:)
i love you guys
u make my life coulorful
to moc #1
he really loves you girl
he care for you alot
:)

to moc #2
hope u find a good guy soon
not french curve
haha
in the mean while i will shower love on you

to moc #3
which is me
i will be strong

to moc #4
you CAN get over him
he is not worth it
i love you

to moc #5
you two make a cut pair
haha
you know who la

i love you guys

i don like this feeling of being alone
but it is soo hard to not feel this way

:)

2008-05-06T03:23:00.000-07:00

hello

2008-05-06T02:36:00.000-07:00

heelo
it is the mye
and i am still posting
omg
english-okay
chinese-die
maths-okay
history-><
i am soo dead
haha
i love you guys
good luck for mye
i love you[moc]
i love you vege clique[tomatoe&pepper]
i love you[:)]
i love you [papa and kor]
i love you[juniors]
i love you[earthlings]
i love you [aliens]
i love you[piglet pooh etc]
i love you [cj7 and all cartoon character]
:)
i am lame
so what i love it

i love you guys

2008-05-02T07:58:00.001-07:00

i really love you guys
you listened to me
and is always there for me
although we fight
but it was all a mistake
all those i wrote previously
was a beautiful mistake
that we all know
and have cleared the mistake
iwe cry
but we promise to be together forever
i really love you guys
i promise to never harm myself again
you guys dont too :)
i love the MOC !!!
i love you deep deep
:)

replies!!

pei yi~ i love you too!
juniors~thanks for tagging :)
kor~ haha thanks!
xmemememex~ whatever, i dont really care bout this prob anymore
coz i really love them [moc] .
and sorry to say this has nothing to do with you
and do u know that u hurt me with you sms ..
whatever i bet you dont know la
i really dont like ___ ...

whatever

2008-04-29T03:43:00.000-07:00

nothing happend today
nothing that i will remember la
haha
i am bad i know

sorry la i do read your blog
it is like
you don know that i read
don mean that i don read rite
sorry but pls get your facts rite
the ppl who agree-ed with me were not just one or two
and they are definetely not insignificant la
please
and duh i know ppl don like me
like where got ppl everybody like one
not evern you la
got ppl also don like you rite
soo what if they bad mouth me
do u think i care
obviously i dont
maybe you don really know me well enough after all
you say that i am irritatting
do you know you are also very irritating
soo wad if you got full marks for maths test
wow ~i am impressed
since you know that i failed
can you stop bragging infront of me
i know you are going to get better marks then me
stop it
it is getting on my nerves
and stop acting as if you are soo good in english
because you are not alot better then me
how u expect me to tell you things
when you arent with me half the time after school
and during recess
i don want to give up on this friendship
i hope to salvage it
i don want to continue this blog shooting..

the you i don know anymore

2008-04-28T02:30:00.000-07:00

i dont even know if u read my blog anymore
but nvm
i shall still talk bout this
i realise that the more i look at you
the more i feel that u are a stranger la
u are no longer the bestie i knew
u migth say that i am the one who changed
but it is not true
some ppl also agree with me that you have changed
attire attitude and other stuff
i don know what to say
but it is like
everytime i look at you
i feel like slapping you
slap u so that u will be awaken
nowadays when we go find u guys to go eat recess
you will be gone
i miss the the times we had fun
i miss it alot
can we get baack to then
when all of us are best friends
when we don fight soo much
when u have not change
you started off with the least problems
and ended with the most
i really want to tok bout this
soo that we can be best friends again
><

lol)tired

2008-04-28T01:51:00.000-07:00

sorry for not blogging for soo long
i am just lazy
:p
not my fault
nothing much happened
just that many teachers are leaving us
on 300408
soo sad
i want to cry le
haha
exams coming le
and i haven start studying yet
must start mugging
or else will fail
i am not the bright kind
don need to study also can pass
with flying colours
i am dumb
yes i am
:)
i dono what to say le
hmmm
everybody jy for exam
i feel soo sad
half my june holidays is already filled with stuff
councillor camp
dance open house[outside]
cca
etc
haiz
i want go out
!!!

i feel so useless

moc

2008-04-18T19:05:00.000-07:00

my blog is opened
but i change the url
haha

little-miss-fwah
haha :)
yesterday was the BIRTH
of the moc
ministry of crazy
felicia {number 1}
lixuan {number 2}
vanessa {number 3}
ivy {number 4}
jasleen {number 5}

haha yep
we are happy to be together
and we play lame games
if u find us too lame then get lost
i wont let anyone hurt our relationship
or anybody to hurt any of us
we are called ministry of crazy
as we can make out a joke out of almost anything
haha
yep anything
we cant have a meal without laughing
we would usually end up
with a stomach ache
haha
i love you guys

wohoo

2008-04-16T04:38:00.000-07:00

i don know what to say
i feel soo weird
never post soo long
sorry
where should i start with?
erm
last firday??
ok

FRIDAY
normal and peaceful day
then at night my darling [felicia]
came to stay at my house
omg
one word to describe
FUN
we played we laughed we took tons of photos
we ate we watch tv lol
nvm
it is like super fun
like at 9 plus going 10pm
then we 2 hungry
then cook bei bei mian
then like spill on the table
coz of darling
then the thing is
she nvr pick up
she just stand there and
LAUGH
lol
then she took photos of maggi mee
on the table
dam funny rite
the worst thing is hor
we no I
took up the noodles put into the container
put water and some miso soup thing
and we continue eating
omg rite is like soo dirty we still eat like nobody's buisness
nvm
we had fun

staurday
performance
it was great beyond my expectation
as usual it was fun
ppl cried
coz last performance
soo sad
anyway we all had fun
the food suck
totally
i wanna puke
really
and audience
do u know that u are not supposed to eat
in a theatre when u watch performance
it is basic manners
u should know who i am toking bout
some more seat rite smack infront
see liao feel like scolding them la
nvm
sun mon tues wed
nothing much leh
really la
don really bother me
nope
i don really care bout them anymore
serious
i once wanted to be frewns
but i cant stand their stares
no more

i love these ppl
felicia tan
ivy liew
jasleen kaur
goh li xuan
dance seniors
other seniors
1h juniors
plus other class one also
haha
my fellow sec 2 frewns :)
the list goes one
i shall post pics later
when i feel like it

worried confused

2008-04-05T23:44:00.000-07:00

i really don know what to do
i feel like crying
i dont know what is on your mind
if what you tell me is true
or is just another way
that my heart will break
i am really confused now
i don know what to do
i don know if what that person say is true
the thing bout you

i really need to talk
if not i will go crazy
thinking bout this
to somebody who is willling to hear me out
someone who can keep secrets
and hear me talk on and on
without complaining
someone who understands what situation i am in
you don need to say anything
just hear me talk
i will be happy then
anybody willing to talk to me ..

eww

2008-04-05T06:15:00.000-07:00

i feel like puking
serious
all bcoz of my dinner
horrible
my dad bought beef
yeah steak
i cut it
and it is bloody
like a whole pool of blood
on my plate
okay not so serious
but alot of blood la
i was suprised
i could finish eat
omg ..

oooo

2008-04-05T05:30:00.000-07:00

i feel BORED
wait i am bored
haha
i was like reading blogs
more of the juniors one
realise they very fast leh
past 3 month going 4 only
got so many relationship going on
haha
so not like us
when we were sec one
we were so innocent
like real
haha
nvm
i am uploading photos in friendster
but it is taking ages
omg i just dc-ed
i have to wait all over agn
arhhhh

[love is not written on paper]
[for it can be erased]
[love is not etched on a stone]
[for it can be broken]
[it is placed in the heart]
[and it remains there forever]

110 oo

2008-03-31T03:13:00.000-07:00

post number 110
seems so much
yet so little
muhaha
i am tired
and i haven finish my zuo wen
die la
i dono how to do
><
i feel so help-less
its like
nvm
i don wish to say anymore

life sucks
i wish that you would disappear
disappear from my life
it is like
if you hate me so much
why bother talking bout me
i don understand you
i don want to
it is no use
no matter how much i try
u will still hate me
whats the point
i don bother anymore

my posts are getting more and more weird
i know it does not make sense
i don understand it either
:x

reply taggs!!
people who ARE concerned bout me-
yes i am feeling much better
thanks!! :)
ben-
haha thanks :)
ann-
i wont grow fat lor
whatever xxx
wendy-
lol *-*

wah

2008-03-30T02:49:00.000-07:00

i realise that a lot of ppl have nothing better to do
they started to decode that rubbish
i guess they are bored
and dumb
haha
lol
i not saying you dumb hor
unless u agree with me
:)
haha
later going for wedding dinner
going to take lots of photo
heehee

I WANT TO BE A NERD LIKE I WAS YESTERDAY :)

~it has been one week and a day

bored

2008-03-28T21:54:00.000-07:00

i am bored
i dono what to do

i feel so weird
i realise we all change
i am not that girl i was
i changed
people all changed
it is not their fault
it is nobody's fault
ppl might have done things to influence them
but they could have choosen to not follow
so i get blamed
i realise i get blame for a lot of thing
even this
whatever
i don understand why
i did not put a gun on her head
and ask her to change
she did it coz she felt like it
so why am i getting blamed
just because i am known to not be a good girl
~~and she is known to be that good girl~~
and i hang out with her alot
then i think you are wrong
she is getting bad
it is also because she wants it
not only because of me
take a look at everything
then you will know

rubbish

2008-03-28T06:40:00.000-07:00

i ma tingteg rnayg ta revy riwed hngti
ybeam i ma sjtu sujeol
i ma jsut mda
i nconat od sthi rnmoaey
i nconat snadt sthi rnmoaey

don bother reading or de-codeing
i do this to please myself

wahaha

2008-03-28T06:27:00.000-07:00

i feel confused
okay
today
performance
to me-shitty
i know
nobody had any major mistakes
but this is the first time
i stand on the stage and prepare
i will feel luan[messy??]
scared
worried
this never happened when i am dancing
except when i am 4 years old ba
so i am kinda disappointed
and this is due to
not practicing yesterday
haha
my fault la
heehee
i feel tired
don feel like toking

i feel so stupid
i feel completely wired
i dont know this me
it is not me
izzit
i hope not
i am getting angry at weird stuff
or am i just jealous
i don know
...

i feel stupid today
and i love you <3

lol

2008-03-27T00:40:00.000-07:00

i am like super tired now
i just finish watching 2 movies
when you guys are in school
i feel so evil
i watch movies i did not get to catch
yep
nice movies
ok
i am going to watch the third now
buais

muhahahaa

2008-03-26T19:38:00.001-07:00

i feel so evil
i did not go school today
haha
i bet you guys miss me
ya i am right
:P
i wonder wat happen in school
hmmm
i wonder
i am bored
it sucks to be at home
when everyone else is in school
no one to talk to
but there is something that is good
i get to sleep till 9 plus
haha
ok ...

i miss you ...
did you?

><

2008-03-23T04:47:00.000-07:00

after drawing 16 over pages of graph
there is only one thing i want to say
I FEEL LIKE PUKE-ING
seriously la
draw so many headace liao
haha
still haven finish hw
feel like i am gonna die tomorow

i realsie when frewns fight
then they patch
they tell others that they are ok
best frewns agn
but inside you nvr know
they might still dis-like you
that tiny bit
whcih might evolve into a lot of hate
yet but agn they will fight
when will this stop i wonder
so it is true that
when you have a cut
it will heal
but the scar is there
forever
nobody can do anything bout it
true??
haha

i am afraid to hurt you
like i hurt the others
i don want to..

haha

2008-03-23T02:38:00.000-07:00

ya i was really angry just now
pissed to be exact
sometimes i wish you were not even my dad
ya
ok
so lets not talk bout that
yesterday night..
i went to my grandma's 70thbirthday dinner
we ate like alot
i thought i was gonna burst
by the second dish i was already full la
we ate at this restaurant
the menue was smth like this
appetizer- some 4 dish thing
dish one- lobster fruit salad
dish two- brinjour with pork floss [i know it sounds disgusting but is seriously nice]
dsh three -some unknown thing but nice haaha
dish four - yet but agn i cannot rmb
end of appetizer
then was the "fuo tiao qiang"
buddha jump wall
exact translation
haha
was dam nice
first bowl was the shark fin
then later was the abalone
then last was the sea cucumber ect...
dam shiok la
i heard that if u buy the fuo tiao qiang alone
cost like 55 dollar per person
min 5 ppl
and like must preorder one day bfore hand
haha
then later was fish
then some vegetable
and shou mian was the last main course
then at last got dessert
yam paste with pumkin shreads and ginko nuts
okay the whole thing was super nice la
and expensive
$800 - $900
haha
9 ppl there
so approximately 95 dollar per person
omg
haha
but still nice

MY MOTHER IS BACK FROM JAPAN
and i got presents yay

yaya whatever

2008-03-23T00:52:00.000-07:00

like WHATEVER
ya i know that i am going to pay half of the price of my new specs
coz i lost my old one
you don have to repeat like 4 times rite
its not like i am dumb or something
and so what if the radiation given out by the com
can cause cancer
i die not you apparently
and did i even say i was going to blame u when i die
erm NO
so just shut up and be my dad
if you don want to care
don care i did not say i want you to care !
i got frewns who will do that
i don need you to ..

love today

2008-03-22T03:23:00.000-07:00

today went to watch 10000BC
scary show la
so much killing
but still nice la
then buy feli b.day prezzie
haha
must make this short
coz going for grandma's 70th birthday dinner
love today
wished that it would last forever

woots

2008-03-21T06:24:00.000-07:00

i feel so useless
i can no longer control this body of mine
especiallt the tears in me
i can no longer control them
they escapes from me everytime
i am so dissapointed with you
and i am sorry
to ppl whom are blamed
jus coz i cannot control my tears
it is not ur fault
but it is mine
i am just too weak
too weak to even control
no i cannot
i want to be that old me
where i can control my tears
or was i even controlling then
i guess i was just very happy
that i did not even noticed
that i could be in control of them
be in control of everything

muahahahahha

2008-03-21T04:52:00.000-07:00

feli came
so did lx
jas and ivy
but oni feli stayeeed
to do the cheer
then practice until i want die liao
soo tired la
haiz
then feli went off
and i am here
she called me just now
and told me a very suprising thing
which i don feel like saying
keep u in suspense
[laugh in evil voice]
ok
i dono wat to say
oh i love
bizzare love triangle
so gentle
but yet it describes
my feeling
not really
but it is still a very nice song
:)

zzz

2008-03-20T21:26:00.000-07:00

happy good friday
wake up early go for tuition
haiz
sainz
i very tired
><
later then blog
haha

wah

2008-03-18T06:05:00.000-07:00

tired la
today run so much]
first is 4x100
got first
muahahaha
thanks to farren lor
haha
then next is 1.5km
harder then i thought lor
serious
then got 4th
coz the teacher got say 1-3rd
must run on the finals
then i donwan run agn
haha
sooo
ya 4th not bad la
but i try my best also cannot beat the first la
hui yin soo pro
><
run soo fast so cool
haha
:)
so today just very tired la
still need to do hw
arhhh
die

<3i>

watever

2008-03-15T06:41:00.000-07:00

okay
this is back to you
i am sorry that u feel out when u are with us
ya and really
who wont get pissed
when somebody keep asking u
a question
when u answered them already
it seems really retarded la
like ya
and when playing bball
even u urself said that
we have to pass u the ball
bcoz if u don get the ball
u will feel sainz
and stuff
and in the end don want to play

then we pass u the ball
but we have to take it back
it is because
you cannot shoot coz somebody
will "gai" you la
the only way is to pass back rite
if not wad u want to do
but have u ever thought about
why you cannot get the ball easily and stuff
without ppl seeing you sainz and stuff
it is actually the same thing as me
there is nothing i can do but to just keep improving myself
try to do better in bball
so u have to prove to others that you can play bball well
prove it to them and us
on the court
then ppl would want to pass the ball to u
you wont get special privileges
on the court just bcoz u are new
i realised that
we all play the same

ya
thats all i can say
and it what i think la
if u don like it
you can say me back
but this is all i want to say.
><
[answer to felicia's blog]

tired

2008-03-15T06:37:00.000-07:00

so tired
this morning wake up
9 am
then i realize
i am going to play bball
hiaz
i still want sleep one
but apparently
the rest were all late
except for ivy and mian bao chao ren
haha
anyway went to play bball
then go home
and go for class
sad
then after that
go out
wif my parents
don want tok liao
very tired
><

haha

2008-03-13T06:16:00.000-07:00

today want go see doctor in the morning one
but the clinic was closed
sad
must go tmr
after dance
after tuition
arghh
today go for dance
but before that
went to cp
mee feli and ivy
then eat
KFC
i got free shrooms burger meal
haha
then the pepsi seems so big
really
haha
then when go for dance rain like siao
then the three of us all wet
like "luo tang ji"
haha
then dance ...
as usual
haha
then after dance
played bball a bit la
then go home
bath eat watch tv
and here i am blogging
:)

<3 i finally had the courage

angry

2008-03-12T05:24:00.000-07:00

there is something very wrong wif ncelz
the answer correct they mark me wrong
argh!!!

sleepy

2008-03-11T17:23:00.000-07:00

i don want go school
><
do dnt
:(
i want to sleep
aiya!!!!!!!!!
cannot must go liao
later late the mrs tan will scold
><
sleepy

hugs for everyone <3

2008-03-11T05:08:00.000-07:00

i LOVE all my friends
you guys are the one
who encouraged me
cared for me
shower-ed love on me
was there for me
when i needed u
i thought nobody cared
anymore
i guess i am very wrong
you ppl still care
free hugs for you guys
{hug hug}
haha

:)

2008-03-11T04:22:00.000-07:00

the food they made was
nice?!!!?
haha
yep
the food ivy and jas made was quite okay
at least i did not puke
or anything
haha
:)
ivy was pissed today
coz of somebody
she is going to totally dao him
haha
i want to go out
bleahx
watch step up 2
nice lor
anybody ant go watch wif me
???

<3 i don understand love

yay

2008-03-10T20:14:00.000-07:00

changed blogskin
nicer??
i like this blogskin
:)
nice ma
not meh?
>< style="font-size:78%;">i am tired

muakz

2008-03-10T19:16:00.000-07:00

omg
i am currently addicted
to viwawa.com
i love playing the big 2.5
mahjong is too difficult for my tiny brain
seriously
but one thing
the ppl there
are soo impatient
anyway i am addicted
heehee

today ivy and jasleen
coming over
they use my kitchen
to do home econ project
i should charge them rental fees right
nvm
i am good girl
wont do that
><

<3

muakz

2008-03-09T20:48:00.000-07:00

today wake up 8 plus
very tired
><
but wake up to play com
amazingly my mother did not scold me
when i show her my report book
hahahaaha
soo happy
later must go des
piano lesson
waste my time to go around dohby
travelling time 1 hour leh
then 12.30 leave house
4 then reach home
bleahx-

i am sorry
i did not do what i was supposed to
i failed
i cannot stop myself
from falling in love with you
i have fallen in to this situation
and soo hard to climb out
i am having a hard time
i cannot breathe
no more
i cannot take it
pls come and safe me
now ..

<3 come closer safe me

sad sad story

2008-03-09T01:40:00.000-08:00

woots
holidays liao
but still got to so school on
wed thurs fri
sad sad
some more got quite a lot of hw
-SAINZ-
i rather don hav holiday
lesser hw
really ma
now got more hw
still go to go back school
HOLIDAYS are just an illusion
heehee
agree
yes~
ct...
quite okay la
english- 57.8
mt -68.3
maths -77.6
sci - 66.3
history-88
geo-72
lit-72
dnt-80
art-69
over all = 72 %
haha
quite good la
at least A2 :)

sorry

2008-03-08T07:12:00.000-08:00

in addition to my previous post-
ppl who i really want to say sorry to

ivy-
sorry
i know i piss u off a lot
i am sorry
i did not do that on purpose
:(

feli-
like they say
i changed u
yep
sorry
did not mean to
and bout that thing that he did that pissed u off
all i can say is sorry

janice & kat-
i am sorry about those sarcastic comments
i know it hurt ur feeling
so i am sorry
but i only said that coz
u two kept hurting ivy's feeling
by giving those kind of comments as well
when ivy complain to me bout those things
i want to help her " chu yi kou qi"
that is why
but anyway sorry

pris & jia wen-
i heard from ivy bout the cheerleading thing
that jia wen "complained" to ivy
i am sorry
i was not pissed off at pris actually when the class wanted to change the song
i was pissed bcoz the class vote for the song
but they are not dancing the song
that is why
sorry sorry
yeah sorry if i actually pissed u off
and bout that part about me
ignoring pris coz of this
is not true la
is bcoz i don really even talk to pris a lot
but yeah i am sorry

pei shan & yoke ling-
sorry
yep this is about the ipw project
ya i know i was bad not to let u ppl change groups
coz both feli and i felt that it was unfair to us
because u wanted to change we have to change
at that point i was really angry
so i said very hurtful stuff
i know you are very unhappy bout this
but all i can say is
sorry

to ppl who i dont know i offended u-
sorry sorry
if i offended u
ya

:(

life is stupid

2008-03-08T06:57:00.000-08:00

happy international womens day!
:)

today went out to shop
bought new shoes
yeah ><
happy

so much has happened recently
since i went into 2c,
much has changed
i am sorry to everybody whom i have offended
i think it was not on purpose
just sorry
sorry to cause soo much trouble
i did not know i can influence ppl soo easily
it is my fault she changed
is it
at least that is what they say
i dont know
sorry to all 2c-ians
sorry to all 2b-ians
sorry to all the ppl i offended
if u are willing to give me a chance
i can change
for the better

i wish that time will stop
god will give me time to stop and cry
cry all my trouble out
cry all the pain out
but time is not going to stop for a pathetic soul
like me

watever

2008-02-28T02:12:00.001-08:00

ct is over
cheers
getting back the papers isnt nice at all
nope
until now haven fail yet
feeling happy
hope wont fail anything
heehee
bb has been fun now adays
and i am getting rather TANNED
sorry for not watching movie
not purposely one
the bbal don like me
it won get into the freaking hoop
not fair
tired....

life sucks whole sale
you are born
and at the end of the day u still die
shit you
and the whole process is b
eing repeated
for as long as we knw

to that person...
next time want scold me pls write down ur name
if nt your "post"
will be deleted automatically
but anyway since you hate me soo much
why bother even visiting my blog
like whatever
brainless ppl nowadays

life sucks

wow

2008-02-12T04:41:00.000-08:00

its been soo long since i last post
heehee
very lazy marhs
hahaa
soo sorry ppl
:)

:)(: there is no remedy for love but to love some more

uky

2007-12-27T21:13:00.000-08:00

I AM BACK

yep at last i back to blogging
:)
very tired
and i havent do hw yet
arghh
haha
why school holi cannt longer
going 2c next year
haiz
new enviroment
new ppl
i have to try to adapt to everything again
don know will i be welcomed
will they like me
who knows
:(
must do hw!!

ps*
i goin to update my link-s
reducing the amount
haha
too hard to manage
unless you really one ur link there
tag me:)

replies :)
dk- chalet was dam fun :)
willy - ya la i know la you don need repeat 3 times
sy-i don know wat u say very blur-ed

update!!!!

2007-12-10T02:26:00.000-08:00

haha

sorry for not updating

very busy

every day dancing

yesterday just had my dance performance

dance-ed at ucc the culture centre at nus

then also at meadia corp

yesterday saw me on tv??

the channel 8 thingy at 7pm

very intresting

okays

will try to update every day

TRY

haha

love every one !

:)

sadness

2007-10-28T02:00:00.000-07:00

ya i know it is sunday already
but i still want to write this
this is to my 1b frewns
i love all of you
we have endured all the pain and happiness together
we have growed
we have become united
i am sad to leave all of you
after all this
i just want to say i love you guys
no more 1b
going with 2b
but sadly i m afraid
i aint no member of 2b
but i think 2c
i will miss all the laughter
and fun in class
you guys are the best
i dont want to leave
will you all still rmb me ?
hope soo
love all of you

pics

2007-10-19T04:14:00.000-07:00

this is supposing my post
to put all my photos
but aapparently
i am lazy
so not going to post
so if you really
want to see it
stare hard on your computer screen
you MIGHT see a pop up picture
then you will be able to see the photos i have took
and by that time
you can call a cab to send you to
the IMH
haha
soo stare hard ppl
:)

bugis

2007-10-19T03:44:00.000-07:00

had lots of fun today la
soo fun
the crazy trio
went to some shopping mall
with feli and pris
i found my one love feli
and love rival priss
haha
we went at 11 plus
which feli was late
we went there
shop eat shop play
walk wak
soo fun la
we keep laughing
then we keep
'zilian-ing'
so funny
post pics later
so fun
all of us in the end total took
100+ pics
impressed
haha
and i have to say that
i love you pris
although you are currently my love rival
ahah
thanks for treating us to
ice cream fries and the squid tingy
love you pris
thanks for everything
although you are my love rival
lol
muacks
then on the way home
take some more pics
then
at compass
went wif feli to buy her
dinner
then went home
:)
byes

sory

2007-10-12T07:33:00.000-07:00

ok
fine so what if i m in the wrong in the start too
huh
ok so i m sorry
maybe i was harsh in sayin that compo stuff
but i jus look at the blog u two wrote
and shoot of whatever was on my mind then.
so that i m sorry
and i do look at you
thinkin nobody's perfect
i know we all have our bad points
i know where i am weak and all of u know yours
so i am not saying that
i am not lookin at you all wif that expression
if you seriously think what i say is shit
then i m sorry
seriously
ok
argh
this is jus what i feel
both of us were wrong
so i m saying sorry seriously
we are jus not united
we keep fighting
we might seem strong
but really
i don feel the strength
ok
i m done

tired

2007-10-12T06:21:00.000-07:00

okok
i m feelin much better
haha
i realise that you are not worth me wasting my energy
haha
sorry for not blogging
for so dam long
exams what
i m going to do badly
actually i did
haha
nvm
lol
now to think of it
how long have you all been penting up ur anger?
actually i did not really care
ya i m attention seekin so?
whats ur point
today is a day that i don wan to mention
ya
tired after dance
tired of all this stupid stuff
tired of my life
tired with all of you
tired
just tired

smiles

2007-10-12T05:57:00.001-07:00

whatever
i don really care
but i am pissed off
firstly when did you hear that i called you a copy cat
from my note book?
i did not
even if i did how did you know?
read my book or what
where is my PRIVACY LA
call me a copy cat if you want!
i don really care
so what if i suck in art
huh
i did not want to copy some art of yours okay
whatever
if you wanted to write bout me
then dont take out what you wrote
so what if my mother is wasting money
she does it willingly
your prob
i don wan to learn also not you problem
so what if i wear flowery jeans
whats your prob
i wear what i lyk
i feel good in it
thats the full stop
you don have to come in
yar so what if i am nothing
and so what if i did wrong stuff
nobody's perfect
but i don think you see that when u r lookin at us
i don care if we really popular
coz it is that
i enjoy my life
i don care if i m the centre
this is just me
and thanks for saying that i m a flirt
:)
yah
thanks a lot all these really make my day
yar rite
my attitude is what for me to decide
thank you
yaya la i don care
ya so what if i wwas buai song in chi
so what
i jus lyk to be buai song ur prob
huh
so what u beat me in shi yong wen
ya i was pissed
but stating a fact
i agree that bout frewns but eh so?
and i was not pleased when __ failed
what made you think so?
jus coz i 'cheered' n screamed
halo?
that was jus pure acting
__ takes it as if nothing happen
so i take it as nothing big has happened
so whatever
say what you like
i don care
thanks the two of you
for firstly giving me THE dirty look
saying that 'did i ask'
and the stuff in your bog
all this really mae my day fantastic
like iwant to have anything to do with you
oh please

ddd

2007-09-16T00:32:00.000-07:00

halo
to all my faithful readers
bleahx
like any one will be
hahas
bhb
haha
okok sorry for not blogging
for err lyk one week plus
i guess i m too busy
n tried
n lazy
haha
very very lazi

friday was bad
i think i m going to fail grade 5 piano exam
i sucked
wadevr

dance nice
i love dance
saturdae
then frekin amk hub race
run like siao
then the fab prize i got was
two blisters scratches on my leg
blue black n my leg bleed
then run like siao
run from amk hub to libary
then run back
then run there agn
keep runnin lar

aiya don wan tok liao

fun

2007-09-06T03:11:00.000-07:00

hahas
todae ish fun
nnot really lar
laughing ish wad i should call it

yars
thers smthin that happen
which i m not supossed to say lar
that some one will kill me
hahas
we understand rite
okok
nvm
anyway err
lets welcome the some one to
the adult world
hahas
although i m not ther yet
but i tink they will wait for me
hahas
and we will walk down the path together
don ps me hor
hahas

i bought a message tee
i tot was dam nice lar
mabe u will see me wearin it
haha
love
haha
i m crappin lar
todae nthin much happen
arrr
hopefully dad will let me pon art class
let me go east coast wif frewns
haven ask yet
hahas
wish me the best of luck!
:)

zzzzzzzzzzz

2007-09-04T16:10:00.000-07:00

so tired
coz its EARLY in the morning
7am
haiz wake up liao
want to prepare to go school
maths remedial
8-12 i tink
then got councilllor duty
haha

sorry for not blogging
for exactly 1 week
heehee
okok so this is wad happpened
thurs- nthin much
fridae-perform for cher dae
visit prri school
sAT-bbq wif jan n church frewns
ooo fun sia
sun-same routine la
dance + piano
sainz
mon-piano
then wan project one bt in the end cannot
haha
tues-dance from 3-7++
i love dance man
okokgo bath liao
late alredi
haha

nn

2007-08-29T05:15:00.000-07:00

another post to tok bout
the frewnship prob
i seriously think there is smthin wrong
when we started that thing bout the ignoring
we could not even last for mins
we at least me
wanted to tok to u all
thats when the money thing came in
although both our famalies are quite well off
at least not that poor
but that money means a lot to us u noe
u might not even understand
coz that amount is like less then ur one dae allowance
wth
u r rich what can i say
all u hav seen is the bad side of this issue ok
we could not last more than min
show that we could not live without u two
hello see
i don think u even thought of it that way lar
all u see is how we treated u badly
nut not the good points in this issue
u two never or usually
don even tell me stuff
or how u really feel
unless it is real common
but as a frewn
or good frewn
i just let it pass
coz it is ur choice
if u wanna tell me
i let the bad point of smthin like this pass
n hold on to the good point
that u r still tokin to me
hope u understand
look at things in the good way
i don wan all of us to hold grudges against
each other
i m sorry for that issue
but stand in my shoes
u might juz sae u will nvr do that to a frewn
jus take it like u did
n we are u two lar
how will u feel when u go into our blogs
seein whatever stuff u hav posted

i cried bitterly
my heart still aching

vanessa feelin pissed

2007-08-29T04:45:00.001-07:00

i m nt feelin veri ok
was it due to the dancing
yars i had
DANCING
for like 4 daes liao
including sundae
haiz
or was it bcoz of my frewns
mabe both

dance was quite fun
but tiring
lookin forward to fridae
coz can perform
on stage look out for me
hahas
our dance is becoming nicer n nicer
i m startin to love it
we juz need to go into the details
haahs
thats it for dance

ur turn to listen to me..
actually what u all say don bother me
although i may seem dumb to u all
but i m nt BLIND or DEAF
kays
wat u do or say i can see n hear
the more you try to cover
the more i noe that wat i m thinkin is true
wait till one day i do that
see how will u feel
its our fault to do that
but all we wanted to noe
was ur reaction
plus see our patience of nt tokin
most of the time we wanted to tok to u all
but we did not
as we noe that
we will nvr find out n stuff
i was really pissed off on MONDAE
for some things u did
frewns shld nt keep any secrets
from each other
but u still did on that dae
thats when we decided
to 'ignore' u two
the bet came later
to make us even stronger
coz we noe we will not be able
to hold nt tokin to u
n i think there were many more other secrets
that u did nt sae
if u all wan to write bout us
then don be fraid to let us find out
juz sae it infront of us
u two think i don noe
how much u hav written
i juz treat it as i hav nvr seen it
my heart ached sooo much
frewns tokin behind each others back
soo don blame me
if u find smthin on my note bk one dae
coz although
u think i don noe
but u wrote bout me first
how much it hurts
get your facts right
i do treasure all my frewns ok
" money , popularity, winning THAT IMPORTANT? oh well. so friendship ranks below huh."
that is so not true
pls
what the hell
now i avoid goin ur blog
coz everytime i go in
i will get soo angry
not wif u
but oso me
i do treat u two seriusly
jus bcoz of that incident
n this is what i get
fabulous
now
i m even more hurt
seein what u two have written
we did not play with your emotions or wadever shit ok
i treat u two seriously
so pls understand
wth..

hurt
my hearts bleeding.
going off feelin sad plus pissed

repy to willy
i saw her in my sec schl
coz got tis hokkien huai guan thing
then she come
yar lor zy score so high
kays don suan her liao
mabe u do can get full marks haha

lalala

2007-08-25T06:39:00.000-07:00

vanessa is feelin high agn
i dono y
but veri high tis few saes
hahas
i seriously think
i might be on drugs
without myself noe-in
haha
ok i noe i m not
lol
today woke up early
so skool
quite fun lar
got make new frewns
zi qing rite
1i one
she's very pretty
did not reali tok to her in the past
but now noe her better lar
sweet girl
o yar
i saw mdm tan izzit
our ai tong pri
p5 form cher
ai tong vp
p6d 5d
u all noe rite
was tokin to her
still as pretty as ever
haha
n the best ting is
she remebered me
at first she don remember
then she sat down
then in the end she walked to the
back of the hall
to juz say out my name
she is sweet
rite
we all noe she is dam good to us lor
so nice
i miss ats lar
all the teacher all soooo good to us 1
now also not bad
but friendship got much more complicated
no more every1 frewn
every one is so familliar yet so distanced n far
mabe coz we cannt show our real slf
i miss all of u
n the chers
think of u all makes my heart sour
i feel lyk cryin lar
i miss u all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okok

2007-08-24T05:09:00.000-07:00

vanessa feelin
super high today
she is a mokey who escaped from the zoo
or was it wood-bridge
hahas
i think i was WRONG
that i was going to fail
maths n sci
for me i tink i improved a lot
sci i tink
31/40 A1 good lar
at least i satisfied
first time at last my sci get A1 leh
heehee
maths 34/50 b3 miss 1 mark to a2
so i oso quite satisfied
but if can get 1 more mark than
i will be even happier sia
thats why i have been begging ms maimunah
to giv me one more mark
she say will check
i tink 1c n 1a have been
feelin sad
was it
or izzit my imagination
i noe 1c cried quite badly
coz of their maths
luckily i tink our maths oni like 5 and below ppl fail
our class like no one cry
oni pei yu
don cry lar
u will do better nxt time
kays
i tink our class no one cry coz
we were very slack
nobody really
put in their best effort to study
as that is what happen to MOST of us lar
so oni 1 cried
haha
i dono y but i feelin dam high lar
i m on drugs beware
hahas
bbs

comon test lar

2007-08-23T01:45:00.000-07:00

okok
i m BACK :)
back into blogging
tomorow last dae of common test yays
but the prob is
i am going to fail
practically every subject
helpp lar
except for science
coz no one fail in my class
mabe chinese will not fail
but will not get highest tis time ba
sainz...
lol
history was a totally faliure
so was maths
maths i donnoe how to do the graph n the last question
n i m sure i will have like a lot of
CARELESS mistakes
heehee
haha
history i today see
the 1st question nia
i want faint liao
then i continue doing i want die liao
confirm fail liao
i hoping for the best
mabe can get a 16/30
HOPEFULLY can lar
diediedie
i don wan fail any subjects leh
ahh it all my fault for not studing enough
now i m going to fail
both HISTORY AND MATHS
2 BEAUTIFUL C6
ahhh help lar
i feel disgusted
haha
this whole week quite ok
studied quite a lot
but then in the end still going to fail.
mondae . ok
tues. ok
wed .ok not soo
yar i have to tell every one
i m officially the IT rep
i don wan 1 lor
its all that toopid mr melvin lee's fault
i shall not further sae wad had happen
too embarassing
all i can say is this
i beat him then i become
IT rep
he started singing this song of which i forgot
but concerned me then i hit him
n TA DA i m IT rep
then ben ask mr lee if i cry then will i not become it rep
then he say i will not cry 1
then janice n ivy said cry leh cry leh
then i cry
i dono why
just like press a CRY button then can cry haha
soo funny then we all laugh
then make mr lee dam fed up
dono wan cry or laugh
haha
all because of us haha
:) so fun n funny lor
bb

hh

2007-08-18T04:33:00.000-07:00

i just changed my blog skin
see the diff
i do

i donnoe what to write
soo much things happened
n i m soo sorry that i
'accidentally' forgot to blog
not in blogging mood what
okok soo todae nothin much happen
just woke up freakin early to go for my extra
piano lessons
so lets tok bout yesterdae

school was boring
as usual
after school eat
dam hungry lar
then go fitness coner with
ivy wei yu wei hao wei jun wen bin
plae there a bit
coz raining soo nvr plae catching
at fitness coner me ivy plae 'swing'
boi i donno wad they do
i think they limbed the wall
n stuff
then wei yu go usehis already dirty hands go wash
in a dirty puddle of water
behind the wall at fitness coner ther
ther got a puuddle of water
yes he washed his hands ther
disgusing lar
then his already dirty hands became even more dirty
then we go in the school libary
then sort of got chased out
coz too noisy
then we stayed outside the school libary
played truth or dare
the we ran out of dare
so we played truth or truth
then later we go back fitness coner
coz i tink stop raining liao
we play the monkey ar bla bla bla stuff
then wei yu washed his again dirty hands in the dirty puddle of water
go aroung wan hi 5 wif other ppl
soo funny lar
then we go com lab play com
i play acid factory keep losing like siao
sainz then dion help me pass some levels
then i see wei yu factory iw an laugh
very funny
he keep dying for some reason
then before we go home we watch
wei bin n wei hao play their
bloody game
that we were cursing them to lose
haha in the end they did
i forgot which lvl they got to
but i think it was quite high leh
i shall not mention
what langue wen bin
was usin
we all noe it rite?
he should improve his vocab
rite ppl
then we went home
yesterdae soo fun n funny
i laugh until stomach ache liao lar

okok
gtg
buais
ahhhh common test next week!!!!!!

hh

2007-08-13T01:19:00.000-07:00

haha
i m free to dayat last
can slack
yay
today nthin much happen
just slack in school
gt a lot of hw
bt i don giv a dam

i want a class blog
but most of the class
don wan it
i hope that everyone in my class
noe that the class blog is for
EVERYONE
nt oni for the few of us
so everyone can post n stuff
everyone can write their feelings
but noe back stabbing lar
it is lyk free
but the class still don want
see other class oso got
they r united
example 1a c d f
not like our class
we r GOOD in studies
but bad when it comes to unity
no good!!!
we look nerdified
some of them

okok don tok bout that
nthin to tok bout liao
bb

smiles

2007-08-05T02:34:00.000-07:00

a lot happen in this few daes
not many happy things
lots of bad ones
sainz

feelin quite depressed
n i found out that chin ann actually
have a great sense of humor
just look at the way he made iy n me laugh on fridae
he have a great imagination too
rite ivy

wadecer not feelin ok
okok
sorry felicia liyun n qi min
did not mean to scream n shout at u all

update liao ..
not feelin very good no mood to blog
exams coming liao
but i still slacking
a lot'
history class test got like
13 o 12 /20 not very good
but at least nvr fail
which is good
lit got 19/25
highest
lit all u hav to do is crap lar i did not even study
i don think anybody did rite?
chi got ??
cannt remember
juz noe that got highest together with
TAN WEI HAO
usually is ci top one
but this time he lyk becames soo good
anyway i don care
coz gonna win him
on compo anyway
haha
geo haven get back results
the rest 4get liao
anyway all the tet above is
class test oni lar
dotz

i donnoe wad to write liao
i wan to change blogskin
janice-hubby help me make one plspls
tyty
[[buais]]

~ shhh vanessa don lyk noise others make
coz she lve to make them

replies to taggs
zhen jiejie- haha u r the pretty one here
see u on wed
felicia-obviously not blaming you!!!
yars frewns for ever n ever
hahas

pics

2007-07-22T01:42:00.000-07:00

the pics lyk i said in the post below

the bridge at the waterfront ..

look carefully now it is green..

now it is orange

dempsey hill!!!!

b&j the chalk board

their tissue paper or napkin

this is the fireplace at b&j(ben&jerry）

the menue!!!! more chalk

mirror at the toilet

the old fashion tap i m too bored lol

i was wondering how high can it go..

side view of the van u can eat in it

front view!!

ice cream!!!some more to go

brownie ice cream

my ice cream!! nice yummy

birthdae brownie!!! veri nice oso hahas

a peek in their nice kitchen!!:P

that's all for now..

wadever

2007-07-22T01:21:00.000-07:00

hahas
vanessa's mad bout songs
she loves all the songs she listens
n is veri sensitive to sounds
vanessa's mad bout
her new magic wand

okok nt so magical

the real post
hahas first
happy belated birthdae adrain fwah my brother
his birthdae was yesterdae todae then sae
hahas
lol
ntin much happen
todae so yesterdae
lyk i said my bro's birthdae
so my family n aunty went to eat
at first at the waterfront izzit?
then jumbo i tink soo
took some oics ltr upload
then after eat liao
then went to ben & jerry ice cream
at dempsey hill
very far on some hill
bt dam nice lar
free n easy soo can seat anywher
then can sit in this van
n oso can seat at some swing
n eat ur ice cream or whatever
the setting ther veri nice lar
it is super cool
nt lyk those ben&jerry u see in the city
it is different
not so formal
then ther gt a lot of posters
got fire place oso
coz the menue is placed at the counter ther
then it is wrote using chalk soo cool lar
ther oso got a place wher children can draw
it is dam beautiful
if gt time n car go ther
but the ben&jerry the stting oni
dempsey hill ther got
i secretly took some pics
hahas
lol
it was dam nice..
feel soo happy
donno why
but oso feel dam dumb do u?

fff

2007-07-20T04:17:00.000-07:00

lalala...
vanessa's goin mad todae

true
i did nt feel lyk doin anything todae
veri tired
gt school then still gt dance
dam it
then in sch gt caught the socks
by tat cher
don even no her name
sainz
bt actually hu cares
then after recess gt compo test
write finish liao the
i lookin at kat's paper
then ms teo cum over
look until veri nice..i donnoe wad she sae
wth nt as if i can copy her compo lyk tat
left 10 mins nia
then she sae cannt use light blue ink
ask me re-write i tink
haha...
re-write a 4+++ pages compo in less then 10 mins
i oni manage to re-write the first page
mabe she gonna fail me bt hu cares
the most juz die oni wad
lyk i giv a dam
the rest of the dae was ok lars
juz tat gt 3 tests in one freakin dae
math chi eng
i m goin to fail all the tests
hahas lol
then cca dance
cher teach new moves wadever i don care
then nw home tired feelin dumb
stupid guilty

lalalal

2007-07-17T05:00:00.000-07:00

i m veri sori for nt posting for soo long
hahas
lol
i cant recall what happen
few main points bt i don tink i can sae them out
sainz
i m dam tired yesterdae n todae felicia ivy qimin
came my hse
n then we plae until lyk siao
veri fun lar
i noe tat i enjoyed every moment
we plaed games then the loser muz lyk msg some one
chose randomly frm the phone
n sae _ ____ _!
then veri lucky i never lose
this few daes dam busy
gt lots of hw
then still gt exams
i m nw saein-
i m prepared to fail my history
the big 3ears small head
nvr even teach
i shall nt mention his name
mr _ _ _ _ _ ng
i tink every one noe him rite?
mr james _ _
noe liao
he keep askin us to copy frm the slides
nver even explain
sae wat self study
then we might as well don wan history cher
study the whole text bk on our own
wat master degree student!!
pui ar
hahas

i luv my frewns
i luv everyone

070707

2007-07-08T01:05:00.000-07:00

i wanted to blog yesterdae..
bt the whole com go crazi
cannt even go on msn
then i decided to giv up
wanted to blog coz 070707 wad
so special
wanted to blog on..
date 07 month 07 year 07
time... 07.07

tat will be sooo cool
bt did nt manage to do tat
hahs
lol
okok
did nt wear green coz don hav green clothes
lols
i m supposingly doin my dnt hw
but don feel lyk
dam sainz
haven do a single hw
todae was ok lar
i feel happy
don noe y
feel super high
tomoro no role call for me [[smiles]]
don nid to wake up early
or do push ups even if late
yays
luv tat
coz i always late hahas
it has been raining for a long time
n tats good
for sleepin
hahas

~loveu

heehee

2007-07-05T04:55:00.001-07:00

i seriously don noe wat to write..
all i feel lyk doin is sleep
n sleep
n sleep
don go sch
sch sucks
every time gt scolded by cherS
i huate tat
all they do is nag nag nag
chinese lesson was boring
~all usual
i nearly fall asleep while listening to songs frm my
mp4 izzit wadever
then suddenly the OM appear
scare me
i tink the chi cher noes i m listening to music
bt she don care
she don even noe hw to control the class
which is a good thing
ppl always fall asleep
n she hav to wake them up
i tink pei yu is the number 1
sleep in class pro
yars
everytime
sleep in chi lesson
other lessons was alrite
pe was okok lar
running juz jogged
wif ivy n ronda
jasleen oso jogged
thn plaed game we 11-them 0
dotz rite?
then sci was boring as usual
then geo gt ppl frm m0oe cum
we don dare to tok
bt it is still veri boring
ok tats all

things to be done=
.dnt sketch bk n wb
.maths
.sci
.giv other cher most respect
.i donnoe

sads

2007-07-03T03:47:00.000-07:00

i juz finish changing
jas's blog..
feelin dam tired
every one tat is readin tis
link her
http://fcuked-hartz06.blogspot.com/
okok?

wad happen todae is nt worth mentioning
i can juz sae tat it is sucky
n disgusting
i feel soo sad
n depressed
coz of wad happen
which i m nt gonna mention...
smile..
[[buais]]

~wannasaeiloveyou